My weight

So I have this problem. I forget to eat. All the time. Well, not all the time, but all the time when I'm busy. I have litereally gone for 2 days and have forgotten to eat. When I got married in June of 2006 I weighed 110 lbs. That's sick. I should never have been that skinny. But I graduated from college a month before and started a new job the week before. Between all of that and the stress of the wedding and moving into a new apartment the day before, I forgot to eat a lot. After I got married I porked up. Quite a bit actually. At one point I was 130. Yikes! My weight fluctuates a lot though on a daily basis. I've been known to weight myself hourly just to see where I am and it's been proven that a good poop can make me lose 2 pounds. 2 pounds! Crazy! Anyhow, so lately I've been stressed. Between my home life and my work life things have been in absolutely turmoil and just busy. The other night I was down in my sister's room and decided to weigh myself on her scale. Now, when I was at home we had a scale in the bathroom so I'd weigh myself every morning and usually every night. (Twice in the morning - before and after the morning pee...it's fun, you should do it) When I left, I weighed an average of 125 lbs. I hopped on Halley's scale and the number said 114. Holy crap! Where did that come from?? I was convinced that it was just her scale and that it was accurate. I happened to be going to Ryan's the next day so I decided to try myself on my scale there. Yep, it said 117. And what's more is that I had on jeans a sweatshirt and tennis shoes. Which can sadly all account for almost 3 lbs.

What's bad right now is that I don't feel I look as skinny as I did 2 years ago. Then, I knew I was too skinny and I needed to put on a few pounds. 118 should be my low. But I've been scaring myself lately because I thought I was easily 125 when really I was 114. I've noticed a double chin and I think my cheeks at my jaw line have looked rather fatty lately too. There are parts of me that I know I've lost weight recently. The bossoms for example. Small enough but dear god I think I lose 2 lbs a day with how those stupid things seem to be shrinking. None of my bras fit right now and it completely sucks and is annoying.

I guess the reason for me blogging this is so I have a reminder to myself. Eat. Even if your stomach isn't growling, even if you forget if you have or haven't eaten yet today, eat. If it's any time around noon or 6pm, it's probably time to eat. I'm going to be extremely busy come this next month with a ton of weddings and some other events.

Anyhow, no comments needed from anyone this is simply for myself and to remind myself that my double chin really isn't that bad. haha!