We had another spur-the-moment date night last night. He actually wanted me to go get drinks with his coworkers and by the middle of the day, I fully intended to. However, in my job, you never know what can come next. And from 1:00 until 7:20, I didn't have a single chance to sit down or catch my breath. So by the time I called him at 7:20, he had already headed home. But he insisted on coming back over to go do dinner. Which was fine, cause we went to La Pizzeria (yum!). I told him I had Grant's truck because Halley and Grant took my car to a wedding. So he asked me where the wedding was, when I told him St. Louis, he was not happy. I knew he wouldn't be. But I also know it's my sister and my car and I decided to let her take it because she need a reliable vehicle to get down there.
Anyhow, the point of my story on that one, is the fact that there are a lot of things that remind me why I don't want to live like that for the rest of my life. His disapproval of my sister and her fiancee is a major one of those reasons.
The more days that go on, the more I feel less like I could fall in love with him again. And quite honestly, the stronger I feel as an individual. A capable woman.
A little bit of the rollercoaster I call my ever-changing life...
Saturday, August 23, 2008
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4 comments:
you ARE a strong, capable woman. Whatever choice you make, you know all of us will stand behind you 100%
You are a strong, capable woman and I'm so proud of you for all of this. You can do it.
You need to do what you need to do. You are a strong capable woman, and we are behind you with whatever you decide.
Way to stand your ground! It sounds like Ryan needs to learn the fine art of keeping your feelings about your spouse's family to yourself unless they ask you to not like them.
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