So last night, Ryan gave in. He stopped fighting me on this and gave in. He knows it is over between us. He knows there is no future for us being married.
It hurt so bad. It's what I want. I know it is. But it still hurts. I feel rejected, not good enough, not wanted. Stupid? Maybe. But it's still so hard.
A little bit of the rollercoaster I call my ever-changing life...
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
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2 comments:
I can understand why you would feel rejected when you were the "rejector" so to speak. Sending lots of hugs. I'm so proud that you are standing your ground and finding what makes you happy!
((hugs))
I don't have words and can't begin to understand what you are going through, so I'm just sending you lots and lots of ((hugs))
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